Eyen and me

Eyen had an in-house baby sitter we call YAYA, was good with Eyen but gets easily tired getting up and down the stairs with Eyen. So, she quit. Eyen and I by ourselves again whenever Nikki and Dad are in school and at work respectively. Not that I don't love it, but I'm afraid to be in deep slumber again and not be able to monitor Eyen's antics. Thus, the wise decision to send Eyen in Pre-school.

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Eyen started pre-k school today. It breaks my heart to depart with my baby but it's best for her. She is safer there than with me alone, when i am asleep. She might do something dangerous that I would really regret, so before all this will happen, I have to slap my face right now.

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When I sleep, I stay in deep sleep at all times. It is good for me but not if I am alone with Eyen. One day I was dreaming that i have this bad toothache, a feeling that something was poking my teeth, I woke up feeling the same thing...because they were...Eyen was poking my teeth with a tooth pick.


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Got home at 0745 and greeted by Eyen's wail, "I'm hungry Mom, I wanna stay here downstairs and eat". Her dad said, "Eyen, you just ate, Mommy just came from work so she needs to take a bath, she might have a lot of germs in her hospital uniform". So, Eyen has to go upstairs with me as Dad and Nikki have to leave for school. On our way upstairs Eyen keeps saying "I'm still hungry Mom, don't you understand?, I'm hungry." Don't mess with Eyen if she's hungry.

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Awakened by Eyen this afternoon with another of her delightful weeee!!! finding the TV screen with her signature sketches using red, green and blue permanent ink markers. When asked what she did, her sheepish reply was "I drew flowers and butterflies on the TV Mom, isn't it pweety Mom? do you like it Mom? ha Mom?". Do you think I have the heart to spank her?

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Before I go to work, I would always do my girly rituals and Eyen always know when to go to my room in time for my make up application. She would then present her face and say "it's my turn for eyeshadow and lipstick Mom".